I don’t usually do this because it seldom occurs to me that anything is wrong with how I’m feeling. I only know that I’m feeling it. I guess having no control over the feeling would make it an obsession. But this morning I woke up and suddenly thought: It’s gone. I’m over it!. My god! That feels great! I’m back to neutral where I need to be at this time. And then –
It’s back again.
Fuck….
