DSM, guys! I've Discovered a NEW Disorder. Listen up.

This is an Affective Disorder of the highest order:
Projecting the Opposite of How You Feel
EXAMPLE
You’ve been catching up with your sleep (busy, tired) and you feel rested.
However, people tell you, you look tired.
Conversely …
When you’ve been getting less than enough sleep, and you feel and actually are tired, people tell you, you look rested.
I would imagine DSM V would put this as part of their next update in the Personality Disorder column.
So which one matters?

DSM, guys! I’ve Discovered a NEW Disorder. Listen up.

This is an Affective Disorder of the highest order:

Projecting the Opposite of How You Feel

EXAMPLE

You’ve been catching up with your sleep (busy, tired) and you feel rested.

However, people tell you, you look tired.

Conversely …

When you’ve been getting less than enough sleep, and you feel and actually are tired, people tell you, you look rested.

I would imagine DSM V would put this as part of their next update in the Personality Disorder column.

So which one matters?

Visual Meditation Lesson One: "Pissessssessed At My Pen Meditation

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Visual Meditation Lesson One: “Pissessssessed At My Pen Meditation

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How My Day Ended

Also when it began really shitty –
The ending was great.
Hanging out with Lamar and Rowan.
2 street savvy foxes.
Incredibly bright.
Incredibly creative.
Incredibly super bright Baristas I met at Starbucks.
And just crazy enough for my taste.
Yummy!
Friends.

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The Moon In My Room

Lighting greatly affects how I feel. Fluorescent? Dangerous. Scattered candlelight and other soft light is warm and energizing, whereas Fluorescent has a chill about it.

As soon as I walked into my room, the first thing I said was bring a lamp. STAT. I can’t handle the overhead light. Much too depressing. Within an hour I had the perfect lamp. Modern. But Early 20th century Modern. Floor lamp with interesting and simple angles and an eggshell shade. Perfect. Immediately the room warmed up.

The overhead was an old-fashioned opaque glass with really ugly light. I wanted to change that.

And I did.

I painted the glass using water colors and the room now glows with Amber. But the camera doesn’t adequately portray it, the reflective colors get washed.

But it’s time to take a break and look at time through the passage of artificial and natural light.

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